_S

That look in your eyes;

I can see past the way you're not really smiling.

You say you're alright;

Come on, I know you better than that.

Maybe you need just more than time for this to heal.

Boy, I'm trying to help you.

But it's just so hard when you're facing rejection.

Aren't you feeling so lost right now.

I wish I could save you but you're a million miles away.

Come take my hand, it's all I can offer to you.

I hope you dance, I hope you dance with me tonight;

I hope you dance.

No, flowers don't die.

Not with the water, they need to survive.

But you're close to drowning;

Underneath a pale moonlight.

No, it's not right;

It's not right for you to feel like this.

It's not the same;

You're not the same boy that I once knew.

But beneath all the sorrow, beneath all the pain;

You'll end up finding there's no one out there to blame.

But blame it all on me, if you need a way to breathe.

It's not worth it;

It's not worth a single tear from you.

No. You never was a failure.

Even if you're one, I still look high on you.

And no matter how many times you feel down;

Or had been at the lowest point,

I NEVER FORGET HOW FUCKINGG AMAZING YOU ARE!

Listening to:

Shayne Orok - The Moonlight Dance

_EXHAUSTED

SO IT WAS 6.35PM

And I was sleeping

In a crowded bus

With people squishing onto me and all

And apparently;

I WAS STANDINGG

ANDDDD

I'm not even kidding >_>

At least, I had a good grip on the handle bar LMAO

That woman on my right was like,

'Amoi, you tidur ka?' and poking my arms XD

I don't know about the others

I never give a crap about them anyway :P

Meoooow;

So not much happened

I've finally moved out to a new place

And still have shitlots of things to do

And I've been sleeping in between my boxes and stuffs :'D

Pheww

Duuuuude I'M HUNGRAAAAAYYY

My mom forgot to turn on the refrigerator's switch

AND ALL WE HAVE NOW ARE SPOILED FOOD :(

Oh of course, empty stomach

So we've been eating fast food and take-aways these few days

Which I highly detest. Blahh.

WHATEVERR

_MOVED

LATEST UPDATES:

If you haven't know yet, I'm moving out to a new house :D

SOOOO these very few days, I've been;

PACKING UP/THROWING OUT/SCREAMING IN

And depressed.

I'm so lame :'D these are my ONLY stuffs XD

I always hated new places.

The thought that I had to fit in to a new environment

LITERALLY just killed me @_@

The walls I've been living with for 6 years :'(

AND IT'S GONEEE. Hah!

Yesterday, I went to see the new house with Mom

ANDDD we met this Chinese family that lives two doors away

OUTSIDE.

AND THEY WERE WATCHING A TROOP OF MONKEYS.

ON THEIR ROOFTOP.

I was like, 'WHAT THE F----'

So yeah. Of course I've been to the zoo before.

AND of course, I've seen monkeys irl.

BUT this time, IT WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT :s

The monkeys had these creepy, ferocious looks

AND I SWEARRR. I FUCKING SWEARR

I think, the big one kinda gave me 'the look' >_<

The Chinese man was laughing and said,

'Nah. It's okayy. It happened a lot in here.'

And his wife jokingly added,

'Keep all of your underwears locked and just DON'T tanam pisang!'

WOOOOOOOOT
Seriously.

_FRIENDS?

3AM something and McDonald's

I just got back after driving illegally to Ampang

I GOT LOST HALF-WAY THROUGH IT XD

With an almost empty tank

ANDDD zebras in my stomach

No. I mean, butterflies ;D

Bahah I'm lame. LIKE, SO.

Duuuuude;

I should've keep the receipt and show the world :P

/edited:

The hell I sound so ATTACHED to him in this post? xD

_OCD

1. I eat jellybeans by colours. Like, I'll eat all the blue ones first. Then, yellow, pink and so on. I will NEVER eat at random. Even if I did take a handful of them, they HAVE TO BE in one colour.

2. If you look closely at my stuffs, they are arranged according to sizes. Small things will NEVER be hidden by larger-sized things. AND there WILL BE a fixed gap within each things.

3. I always hated my handwriting; even though people keep telling me how awesome it is. I ended up tearing all of my handwritten works. Or I simply throw it away.

4. I want everything to be PERFECT. YES. Perfect.

5. When I got used to a certain routine, I'll freak out if I didn't manage to pull it off. For instance; watching a TV show. You don't wanna meet the Moody me when I missed any of the episodes. Especially when I've been watching it since it debuts.

6. I keep touching my hair. And redo it like, every 10 seconds. (That's what people told me)

7. My biggest fear is knowing something is wrong with me.

8. I tend to feel insecure most of the time. E.g. locking a door. I simply lock the door, unlock it. Lock it back. And unlock it. AND LOCK IT BACK. For real.

9. I strongly believe something bad will happen to me if I throw away things I've been keeping for a while. Like, my school notes. Or random pamphlets I got from the mall or something. SERIOUSLYY. I fear that I might be stupid if I really throw away those stuffs.

10.

(will be updated time to time)

I, HEREBY SELF-DIAGNOSED MYSELF FOR HAVING OCD

_UNRATED

I GOT A DAY OFF FROM WORK :'D

I woke up at 10 or something

Went down, straight to the kitchen AND ATE

Yes. The first thing I did today;

(apart from crawling downstairs and slammed the phone keypads when the alarm buzzed)

IS EAT.

I remember taking this quiz on Facebook about the 7 Deadly Sins

AND I GOT GLUTTONY. Duh, obviously XD

AND LUCKY ME. I don't gain weight easilyy.

Or maybe I did. But you just can't see the difference :P

BOOYAHHHH envy me, humans.

SO the next thing I did,

TURNING ON THE LAPTOP

(my bed is still messed up WOOT)

AND TO BE EXACT;

I've been online for 7 hours+

Actually doing nothing.

NOT A RECORD, THOUGH.

I had done better :P

ANYHOWS;

It's 6:37 PM now

I BETTER GET GOINGGG

And start doing something 'worthy' ;DD

OR SCRATCH THAT.
LET'S GO GET SOMETHING TO EATTTT!

Phewww

And there goes my day off from work;

Pbbbbft.

/edited:

I did go off after I wrote the last entry ;D

My sister got home and we were ALL went out

TO KARAOKE

AT MY WORK PLACE

Not exactly my work place XD

But in the same mall; SO YEAAHHH

SO I technically freaked out at the song lists

Kidding me not; all I see were some old, crappy love songs from some local bands

AND GUESS WHAT I'VE FOUND?

Miley Cyrus' songs, bitches!
IMPRESSIVE.

And yes. You guessed it right.

I SANG HER SONG :P The 7 Things

ANDD COME ON PEOPLE.

It's not really a bad song, actuallyy :D

AND THE BEST PART WAS;

I'm the only one in the room that could sing that song XD

Like, everyone either never heard of it or just don't care.

LOLOL