Frenzy

"Seriously. Don't get all upset on friendship. It's ridiculous. Friends come and go."

- Yaya Yazliza

I don't wanna agree to her but it all seem to make sense now.
I hate to be someone I hated to be.

Yours Truly.

Oh well. Hello you. Yes, you;

Thank you for asking me what's coming out for CTU paper, waaaaaay back in semester one.

Thank you for hanging out with my friends and makes them feel like hell. LOL

Thank you for showing up in front of my house at 2 am with a guitar and sang me songs.

Thank you for acting cacat in public so I will be embarassed. Ngehh.

Thank you for the verrrrrrrry wordy poems you've made up for me :')

Thank you for staying up at nights only to bebel while I'm doing my drawings.

Thank you for taking my Mom for her groceries shopping and therapy sessions.

Thank you for putting up with my mood swings and cursings.

Thank you for cracking up stupid jokes, whether I need it or not. Heh.

Thank you for the good (and, uh, bad) food you've cooked for me. 

Thank you for the silly attempts of drawing yourself. 

Thank you for the birthday card. Yes, you still suck in Art. BOO.

Thank you for showing me your secret hide-out, though I'm REALLY scared of heights. Pfft.

Thank you for giving me your old tees, so I can happily wear it to bengkel and painting class HAHA

Thank you for asking your sister to bake awesome pastries for me. DAMMIT.

Thank you for randomly shouting my full name only to annoy me. 

Thank you for laughing at my yellow shoes and mocking my taste in colours.

Thank you for convincing me that I look a lot like arapaima -___-

Thank you for being a vegetarian so I can eat all the meats in the world :p 

Aaaaaaand, thank you for the 200 days with Me. 

Let's make it to another million, will you? 

Devastation

I feel so much hate right now. And what's worse? I feel it towards myself.

Hitback

     
So, what exactly can you do in 30 days? It could be anything and some might simply sleep those days away *coughs xD OK it's a known fact that I'm no good with time; I never been punctual and has always been a proud A-rated procrastinator. I don't know. I just don't want to look back and finding myself says: "The hell, I could do that if only I got just enough time." Weak excuse, I must say, knowing that EVERYONE gets equal hours.

The story is, while everyone is busy actually doing something, this Lisa will hang her head up in the air and considering zillion of what ifs. At the end of the day, she got restless and shutting herself out from the world, refuses to meet reality.

Ouch. *slaps self 

I need to change. I need to.

Ayah

"Bunga cempaka, cempaka sari,

Mewangilah engkau serata negeri..."

The rest, I can't really recall :/ well, those were from a song which my dad used to sing to me and my little sister every night when we were still little kids. 12.40AM now and I've been chanting these lines all over to see if I could actually think of the next lines -__-"

*padahal I can always go to his room and ask straight away xD

So you see, Ayah is one of those old folks you get to hear epic tales of the old Malays. I don't know if those stories were real or he simply made them up to impress the 7-years-old Me. (and it succeeded, uh-huh) and often, it will be about something like, two sisters fighting over a Prince *typical-nyaaaaa Ayah*, two sisters traveling all over the land, two sisters that, two sisters this and bla bla. One night I'm the bad sister, and the next I'm the pathetic, helpless one. And the cycle went on.

And that is when it hits me; I hardly miss Ayah. I mean, of course I miss him. I get homesick a lot when I was in Lendu. But the thoughts will always be either "Mak masak apa eh hari ni?" or "Kaaaan best kalau ada kat rumah sekarang.". I never take a second and think of Ayah :/ *le sighs 

Or maybe I'm just ego liddat.

So, Ayah. Even though you're a pain in my heart sometimes, *asyik rebut remote tv je and berebut nasi pfft I still love you so :D and this post is supposed to be posted on your birthday, but because I am too busy actually doing nothing, I'm posting it now! :B 

JELLO, JELLO

I'm sorry;

Sometimes, I got jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

ARCTSBNHB

SOOOOOOOOO;
Happy 24th?
Yes, I remember.
I still do.
And will always do.

:D

Freeze

Dear oh-so-awesome Semester Three,

I beg you to end FAST.

Thank you.

933k

Last night, Fara asked me to teach her stuffs on Warcraft 3. 

And seeing her struggling, only brought me back to the good 'ol days; 

Watching my brother staring through the PC, building things up, training soldiers (?) and such.

I'm talking about Starcraft.
And Battle Realms.

UHHHHHHHHHHHHH--
I really really REALLY feel the need to play any of those right now -.-' 

And bitchy 'net connection is, uh well, bitchy.



Okay, maybe I should juuuuuust get back to my drawings T_T

JEALOUS, MUCH?

CLICK IMAGE FOR A CLEARER VIEW, KIWA.
*winks



BUT NOT FOR THISSSS
It seriously look less scarier in thumbnail xD

Bitter

from: tumblr

It looks like everyone is sick lately. I, myself, had been REALLY sick for the past two weeks wtf -.- and the first one was rough; I even threw up on my precious yellow bed sheet T_T I went to class looking like a zombie the next day and refused to go to clinic - don't judge pffft.

BUT I AM ALL GOOD NOW

So good,
I can listen to Stephen Jerzak and Cady Groves singing about lemons for dayss xD

2011

 

The 47th day of my semester break;

AND I'M DONE WITH 2010 ;D

Now feel the awesomeness of my new year wink and goodnight, people! 

BAHAHAHAHAHAH 

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