We are nearing the end. I mean, the semester of course. I don't know. I am only a semester away from getting my scroll. And I have these mixed feelings about everything.
The feeling of not wanting to let go.
The feeling of not wanting to do anything.
I wanna stay at where I am now.
I want this moment to stay.
Damn it. Finishing diploma is like, finishing high school. Or rather Standard 6. You know, when people started to go away. Departures, moving ons. Some might go to boarding schools, some might stay in local high schools. Stuffs like that. As for the high school case, you'll get uneasy feeling that your friends are going away from you. You people will be separated by states, oceans, continents and shits.
Behold, this is the time when best friends become strangers, enemies are not longer remembered. This is the time where you left everything behind and start over. You get new friends, gain haters and so on.
I don't know. I just, hate changes. Whenever I started to get comfortable with something, it started to change. Like, wearing a new shirt and you're totally fall for it. You planned on wearing it to your favourite class every week and keshing! Shit like, warna pudar sebab rendam lama sangat happened. Yeahh.
So, let's see how I deal with this one. Really.
4 comments:
You're the one leaving me behinddddd :\
I'm not -__- you can always reach me, ladyyyyy.
Ah well, if inbox kite tak full la :P lol jk!
Tau pun! Hmph takmo mgs dah.
p/s: typo intended. teringat zaman sekolah time ym haha xD
Then call lah. I always loveee to hear your sweet angelic little voice :P waah hyperbole nyaaaaa HEHE
OH GAWDD, mgs tu buat kite teringat kat NADYYYYY. Where is she nooooooow? D:
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